Hand holding...are you one of those couples?

So, my husband and I were in the car driving to Target over the weekend and he slid his hand over with the intention of holding my hand as we drove down the road. Like I always do, I wrapped my hand around his index finger and gave him a smile. In the past , when he's tried to hold my hand, I do this small ninja move to only hold his finger. Somebody asked me one time...why do you only hold a finger and not the whole hand? I got to thinking about it and all these questions started running thru my head. Is it habit? Am I not a hand holding kind a girl? Is this my way of maintaining my personal space? So I done some mini soul searching and came to the conclusion...the answer is none of the above! I thought about all my previous boyfriends and I held their whole hand anytime it was attempted so what changed with my husband? We started dating 5 years ago and shortly after we started dating, I began my whole " only hold his finger" behavior and I never paid any attention that it became my routine for riding in the car, watching TV or whatever. So let me try to explain why I do this...I have never loved a man the way I love my husband, he makes me fall in love with him on a daily basis and every time I look into his eyes, I know there's only me in there :) (things like that make a girl giddy) I have never trusted anybody the way I trust him. I know without a doubt that I can trust him with my everything and have no reason not to. I know he's in this for the long haul, until death do us part, and if he's late from work I have zero worries bc I know he just got tied up walking out the door from his plant. Our precious baby girl and me are his whole world and he'd never do anything to risk losing us. It also makes me feel blessed and grateful that my daughter will grow up watching her daddy and how he treats me...and she will know how a man is supposed to treat a lady! So...why do I only hold his finger instead of his hand? Well, it's simple...I don't have to have his entire hand to know he's mine or to know he's not going anywhere...just holding his one finger is all that I need :) some people may think its lame or whatever but oh well, everybody has an opinion. So, if you're one of those whole hand girls, don't take my blog as you're not as secure in your relationship bc that's not what it was intended for...but for those who know me and how I think and show emotion...you will understand because for me to feel like thus from the start of my relationship with my husband is a small revelation for this girl! I searched thru a whole bunch of bad bananas to find that one perfect one...you know the super sweet, kinda soft...kinda firm banana that makes a banana split out of this world amazing!!! Well that's my hubby, love you bugaboo :)